“We continue the chain of generations and, knowingly or not, willingly or unwillingly, we pay debts of the past: as long as we have not cleared the slate, an “invisible loyalty” impels us to repeat and repeat a moment of incredible joy or unbearable sorrow, an injustice or a tragic death. Or its echo.“

Anne Ancelin Schutzenburger “The Ancestor Syndrome”

  • Honor's Ghost
  • Honor’s Ghost is a story of the search for happiness and meaning in life, as Honor faces a mid-life crisis. Approaching aged fifty, she is increasingly dissatisfied with her unfaithful husband, and her empty nest as the last of her children prepares to leave home. She is asked to participate in some clinical trials of a psychiatric drug, Instil®, designed to cure a range of minor depressive and anxiety disorders.

    Amazed by its success with her patients, and deeply disturbed when the trials are suddenly halted without explanation, she illicitly keeps her own stocks of the drug, and tries to discover why it has been withdrawn. She experiments with Instil® and encounters, in dreams, her great-grandmother, Annie. She is struck by the similarities between her and Annie's life challenges and burdens.
    As she remembers her past, dreams, drugs, and destiny intersect to lead her to new perspectives on the challenges of mid-life.

    An advanced work in progress, due for completion in 2012.